At the end of the day

Thought it was a phase turns out it wasn't.

Thought of it as a reality. Turns out it's just my brain and heart fighting for life. Thought of walking past someday. The day still hasn't arrived.

I miss being the carefree although I act as if I am.

Wish it was more clarified. Than what i actually said.

Hope it wasn't that difficult to say out that loud. Though I change my mind most of the time.

Comparing had always been a thing and ignoring the most. I wish it wasn't just a few knowing about it but someone who actually needed to know.

I wish I had no regrets but I ended up being in trash.

Ya I mean that's what it is acting careless again.